failure? or a blessing

in yoga we are taught to fail fast and often so that we can learn from the mistake to help create content that is helpful to our audience, but failure is hard. as i currently face a failure in my career it has me on my face, and maybe it’s not my first failure, but it feels like my greatest one! i wanted to succeed in this next step in my career so that I could feel like i was finally able to see myself moving toward my own business, but if I cannot even work a new company and deal with the their mistakes as they work out the kinks in their business how will i ever be able to support myself through my mistakes? just feeling some type of way right now.